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As colors run together into brown
and fall and die
the leaves crack cold
beneath my condensated breath.
Dew runs together into leaves
and then they freeze
as frosted slivers
hanging just below my window ledge.
I wrap a scarf around my neck
and burst into
the clear crisp air
that isn't cold enough for winter yet.
A stinging comes into my nose as
I stand along
the sidewalk
watching and waiting for autumn's end.
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Sunday, August 21, 2005
Sat= blur and careless day
trip over the stairs
fell down
one shoe came off
thought i was going to get hurt
but felt a force lifting me gently to the floor
so lau kuei_ behind me is a cg leader...
den nt long
summore step on my toes
painz
~CONTROL~
i din flare any temper...gd ritez? i was nt angry...bt abit lost...at tt time i was asking: Where are You? Why did U let this thing happen 2 me....typical me
bt still want 2 thx God tt i din cut myself (jus bruises)...i noe He's still der protecting me...it's jus tt i din realised it
wait 4 lift like waiting for eternity
came up to lvl 1 den fuLL
have 2 wait 4 nxt round
waited for 4 rounds still the same
g0 toliet
too fuLL
have 2 wait
den go down b4...i'm late
but the srv was reallie wonderfuL
~HE's deliberately mysterious!!
~HE's wild and frighten me at times
~HE's in controL of everything
~HE treats me when i dun deserve it
making green bean soup on sun
duno how 2 make
this is what happened on sun:
went willie hse make green bean soup with jiamin meiru
in the end the soup chao tta
den quickly go buy drinks
bro Derrick din reallie scold me
but can feel that he's nt beri happy
like disappointed~
i felt beri lousy xia
actually at tt time i heard a voice telling me tt i shouldn't put the sago inside the pot with the green beans
but i actually ignore the voice and let jiamin meiru pour dem inside
haiz...nvm bah...treat it as a lesson
nxt time i must be carefuL of wad i do
shouldn't let my human instinct lead my way
should let holy spirit do the job
den now doing hmwk
but jus dun feel like doing
sianz...with test and report nid 2 hand up...
dun tink i have time 2 complete
tis few dae jus cant seems 2 concentrate and engage
jus have cravings for food
m0n blues ~ olready came
mon havent even started
tmr having presentation
God pls watch over our hexters grp
guide us Oh Lord, teach us how 2 present and promote our proposal
lead us not to be anxious
but have the courage and confident like Yours
thank U Father...Amen =]
~making steamed corn nxt cg...so excited
Triumph for your dreams 3:40 AM ;